Lapanteen

18 'til I die, a little bit of this, a little bit of that
Little bit of everything, got you out on track
It's not how you look, it's what you feel inside
I don't care when I don't need to know why

18 'til I die, 18 'til I die
It sure feels good to be alive
Someday I'll be 18 goin' on 55
18 'til I die

*part of the lyrics to 18 'til I die by Bryan Adams*



I'm officially 18. Happy Birthday to me :)




And a big big thank you to all who wished me. THANK YOU! Love ya'll :)

Not 2, but 3

My nose has 3 holes. HAHA!

Yes, I did it. I pierced my nose. I actually pierced my nose.

The PAIN! OMG! It's like at that point all I could feel was pain, all I could think of was pain. The guy pierced my nose with a needle, not with the gun thing. So that freaked me out at first, but my mum managed to convince me that it wasn't going to hurt. So I sat on the chair, hands all sweaty, closed my eyes, and then the guy sprayed some cooling thing and then he pierced my nose with a needle. Damn it really hurt. And it continued to hurt for the next hour or so. It did hurt when I yawned, when I smiled, even when I did nothing.

But now the pain is gone, so yeay! I'm so happy! I pierced my nose. WOO :D
To my mum : Thank you for being there. Thank you for holding my hand. (Hope I didn't squeeze it too hard .... hahahah!)

To my dad : Thank you for driving me allll the way there JUST so I could add another hole to my nose. HAHA!

:D

ps : my babe is coming back on the 4th! SOOO excited! :D

Pop legend

May his soul rest in peace.

Remember...

Little Lulu?? Oh my gosh this cartoon is so old!
Memories weh. HAHAH! :D

My dreams are always weird. I can never make any sense of it. And my dreams change every second. One minute I'm being chased in a forest, next minute I'm at some place that is supposedly my house...and the rest of the dream is a blur.

Today, I was in a car chase, and then next minute I was in college doing something or other. And then it changed again. I could see myself lying down on my bed. In the dream, I was trying to wake up, but my eyes couldn't open. I tried to move my hands, but couldn't. I tried to move my legs, but I couldn't. I could not move my body at all. It was as though I was paralyzed. And then, somehow, my mind confused reality with my dream, and for a moment there, I really thought that it wasn't just a dream. I could actually feel myself struggling to move. I could feel myself trying to say something. I tried and tried really hard to open my eyes. I could feel my heart pumping. I thought I would never move again. Right at that moment, my dog barked outside, and I woke up. My heart was beating so hard. I have never felt so relieved to feel my fingers move.

I know I know, quite silly, cos why would I be paralyzed, not like I was in an accident or anything. But at that very moment, the feelings were so real. I could actually hear my mum walking in and out of the room in my dream. It just all felt so real. It really spooked me out, I'm still spooked

:S

Chocolate makes me happyyyyy

The holidays just came to an end :(

So how did I spend my holidays?

1. I watched movies! And I have come to the conclusion that all movies about dogs make me cry. I cried watching Hotel for Dogs, and I definitely cried watching Marley & Me. And when I say cry, I mean cry until my eyes get all swollen. HAHA! Even A Walk to Remember didn't make me cry that much.

2. I went out window-shopping! I definitely prefer window-shopping than actual shopping. Why? Because I don't like wasting money. And, normally without my mum around, I tend to buy unnecessary stuff and the feel guilty about it later. SOO, I only shop with my mum :D

3. I went for a BBQ!!! The food was so good, especially the fish balls and sotong balls and corn. Cos I grilled it :D
Ehhhh whatever i cooked finished in like 2 minutes. See, I can cook.

4. Went for free buffet. OK it wasn't exactly free la, had to pay RM7. Soo cheap. The food was so-so. The company was the best. We ate so much chocolate!! Seriously, I think chocolate really has some hormone that makes you happy. We were all laughing like mad people over the smallest thing. Ben made me laugh so hard that when i was trying to put peanuts into my ais-kacang bowl, it all fell into the syrup bowl. No joke.
And for the first time ever it was kind of torture to laugh. I was so full that everytime I laughed my chest hurt. So everytime something funny happened my reaction would be : HAHAHA oh hell that hurts.
HAHHAHHA!

All in all I must say that it's been a good 4 days break.
Argh why must we start college tomorrow??? :(

PS : I love my friends :D so so so so so so much. :D

half the battle has been won

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AS IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been the longest 4 weeks ever. No scratch that, it's been the longest 2 months. It seriously felt like the exams were never going to end.

And it's finally over. I have 4 days. FOUR DAYS to relax. No more worrying about the next paper. No more rushing to SOSAM office to study. It feels soo good to be able to finally breathe! :D

Time for my movie marathon.
Time to do some catching up :)
Time for some window shopping!

weeeeee :D